I was supposed to get this blog post up on Tuesday. Today is Thursday. Way to go, Kadie.
I'm grumpy. I've been feeling this way for a while now. Not all the time, but there's been some recent happenings which have triggered these not-so-happy feelings.
I don't like calling myself mad. Because I'm not. I'm not mad, nor angry.
I'm frustrated, flustered, frazzled...I'm hurt.
Ever since I can remember, I've been an uber sensitive person. Like hardcore to the max, anyone were to say anything to me, or even look at me the wrong way, the wrong time...I'd get hurt. As I grew older I started growing an actual backbone and wasn't "so" sensitive about many things. But regardless, some things still and always will get to me.
There was one time in my life where I couldn't imagine doing anything else. But times have changed, and realistically speaking, things have changed too much.
Too much to the point bridges have been burned, and yesteryear just isn't the wonderful happy memories I remember them being.
It's sad. It's unfortunate. It's confusing.
So here I am, not doing a whole lot with my life. Staying stagnate. I wouldn't consider myself living in the present, more living up in the air. Not really knowing what's going to happen tomorrow, but aware of what happened yesterday.
I don't feel I should go any further into this blog post. It is what it is. I'm grumpy. I'm hurt.
**For those who can't wait for a scandalous rumor about my husband and I, this has NOTHING to do with the two of us. We are still very happily married. This topic is something dealing with me completely, nothing to do with my husband or the two of us together. So please, if you're looking for a juicy gossip topic, Hollywood has plenty of those.
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